Small Talks

Small talks s something i use a lot, i ont mean to be rusde, just is an habit as i try to express myself by writting with somebody else.
What is most frustrating, is that i have this vice not even with just unknow peple, i am getting use to small talks even with my clossest friends.
So frustrating this seems to be.
Maybe some of you also have this ame vice too, if you dont, you are save, because is terrible, but is something that i use to, as well i am just facing it an right ow tryig to deal with by fixing my hait of small talks in media.
I dont mean to be re at the time as i use mall talks, Is o annoying to just say okay whe you are agree with someoy ele, without syig something more or just say that you are fine, when is a lot running in the back of your mind that you are worryaboout or just wish that you could be capable to talk to.
I dont mean to be inpolite, but sometimes i tart to thinking that my online friendships or all relation i have with social media is dying.
I wouldnt care abou if i had not but i do because i care about what is happening with my life, as i am more concerned that everything i do or think is important and become in a big part what i feel and dream and finally who really i am.